Bitter Love Story

Time - A Bitter Love Story

After a long time, I was able to see her again. She smiled at me when I saw her at the street corner. I wasn't expecting that. It was nerve-wracking just as before. I smiled back at her even if I don't know what to say. Nothing much has changed except the fact that she's more beautiful now. Her eyes, her smile, those shiny hair. Suddenly, I remember all things that happened in the past. From the first day we met until the last day we settled. How can I forget those sweet memories we had shared. Even the bitterness that I felt when she said goodbye. It feels like it only happened yesterday.

Actually I was late for my work but I opted to stay and grabbed the opportunity to talk with her. It was just like a casual greetings between two friends who were able to see each other after a long time. That was she felt at that time. But for me, it was different. She's still special. A person that will always be in my heart. Im still longing for her and hoping that she would come back. But I never showed it to her. I pretended that I've moved on. Our conversation was stopped when I guy grabbed her shoulder. She looked at him. The guy smiled at her when she held his hand.

They kissed. I knew it. No need to explain. But to make things formal, she introduced the guy to me.

As a real man, I still have my inflated feeling of pride, my ego. So I smiled back at him sarcastically. I was able to talk to him decently even if I knew that Im just fooling around. Talking to him was a mess. But because I thought that she's happy with him, I need to accept it. whether I like it or not she's not in my arms anymore.

They left after a couple of minutes. I didn't take away my eyes at them while they were walking. Eventually, she looked back at me differently. Those eyes, I knew what she wanted to say. I thought that she was happy with him not until she looked at me that way. That look told me that I was really weak to admit that I still love her. And why did I pretend to feel no remorse when I saw her with another guy. Damn!

A Love Letter

Note: A very romantic love story that molded by time and strong relationship. This is not a love quote. It's a letter of a husband to her sick wife. 

A Love Letter

My love, for the past few years, you have given me the 
best moments in my life. I can't count how many times you
made me happy. You have given me the joy that a person 
could ever imagined. Everytime that Im with you is very
magical. Do you remember the first time we met? The sky
was flashing with beautiful lights made by the fireworks.
You were really amazed by those beautiful lights and I was
amazed by your pretty smile. It was really a breath-taking
view. I bluntly asked for your name and I was glad to know
it. I still remember how you had formally introduced 
yourself and we both laughed because we found it funny.

We started dating. Fortunately, everything went smooth.
We have become great lovers. Lovers with full of promises
with each other. Honestly, Im not into a long-term 
relationship but its been a five long years since we had
this. Since then, my love to you has been growing deeper
and deeper. You have changed everything and now all I 
know is you are my everything.

But I guess there is nothing perfect in this world. You
can't control things the way you want them to be. You are
lying there unconscious and I can't do something to help you.
Why are this things happening to us? I really want to know
the answer but I don't know how and where to start. If I
could take the pain you're experiencing. I will. If there 
are any chances that I can take you away from that situation
I would do it. I would change positions with you just to 
make sure you're alright. You know that I will embrace 
every options just to save you even if it costs my life.
It's really hard for me to see you lying in that bed. My
heart is being pounded everytime I hear you scream because
of pain. Sometimes fate is really unfair and you can do 
nothing but to have faith in God. You are really right. We
all get our strength from Him. And I know that you can make
it. Always remember those promises that we have made. Never
give up and I know you won't. I love you. Im also praying
for you. I know that God will do the rest.